Mother's Day is getting closer...

Elias gets dedicated on Mother's Day! Yay! On my FIRST Mother's Day! =) I remember last year when I was in the first few months of my pregnancy I couldn't wait until next year rolled around, and it was OUR turn to hold our little baby up before the Church and present before all of our family, friends, and especially present him before God! I can't wait to go shopping for his little outfit...Pictures to come!!! ;)
Since we have been home from the hospital, Elias has been a lot more "clingy" than normal. I guess it makes sense, I mean he was held non-stop for three days straight. He is a very happy baby though! He is almost done with his antibiotics, and I can tell he is feeling a lot better...Last night around 3:30 in the morning he woke up crying, which he hasn't done since he was about 3 months old, he has been sleeping from 7p-7a since then.. ANYWAY, I put my hand over his soft spot and felt a slight bulge again, it was discouraging, but this morning it seems to be down again. Doctors said there is nothing really we can do about it until he is seen by the neuro doc, and his MRI is done...Keep praying for my boy! I am sure its just his body reacts to certain situations.... I KNOW HE IS FINE! =)

Home from the hospital!

We are home!!! Elias is sleeping peacefully in his own crib. THANK THE LORD. The MRI will be done in about two weeks. He is on some antibiotics for his ears, other than that he is perfectly happy! Now, we pray, pray, pray! He has to be sedated for the MRI, and that makes me nervous. We found out that the MRI will be done to rule out something called "sinus pericarnii". Basically, it is a VERY RARE condition caused by some kind of clot that causes the brain not to drain properly. I don't know much about it, and I decided that I WONT google it and try to find out every single thing about it, cause that will drive my little mind crazy. God is in control!!! We believe that!!! Thanks for praying for Elias!!! More posts to come...

update on Elias..Maybe we'll leave the hosptal today?

Well, the Neurologist came in last night around 9:30. To make a long story short he basically said that there was some minor displaced fluid in Elias' head. So, he wants to do an MRI to get a better look at whats going on..He explained to us that there is a drainage system in our brain taking all the fluid that needs to be moved away from the brain. His concern was that there might be some sort of "leak" in his drainage system. Though, he was not so concerned that we need to do the MRI here at the hospital. We will make an appointment with him in a few weeks to get it done. He wants him to get over all the trauma from being in the hospital, and to be healthy and infection free. They have to sedated him for this, and as we all know that is always risky no matter what size you are. (I am very nervous about this)
So......now we wait.... We are still in the hospital waiting for his attending doctor to come in and release us. I don't see any other reason for us to be here. He is still getting IV antibiotics, though they will start him on oral antibiotics for his ear infections when we go home. The nurse said all the blood cultures have so far come back negative. PLEASE pray that we leave today! It is like we are in a little cave, poor Elias is so bored, and he needs good sleep!!! Every few hours they came in last night and messed with him, and of course he screamed about it! My baby is so sleepy!
Prayer Request: That we leave today, and that when we go to do the MRI there is absolutely nothing wrong with my son's brain. I don't care what they saw here on the Cat Scan. I HAVE TO believe that God has already taken care of this mess.
Thank you all for praying, we love you! More updates to come soon...

Elias had to go to the hospital...

Wow...I am speechless...Where do I begin? Elias came to the hospital yesterday morning because after seeing his pediatrician for high fevers and a bulging fontanel, she thought it best that we we take him to the ER to get a spinal tap to rule out meningitis. (a bulging soft spot can be a sign of meningitis) THANK THE LORD its not meningitis. They did a spinal tap in the ER and the fluid came back negative. They took lots of blood for tests and cultures as well. So far, other than some dehydration and two bad ear infections, thats all that they have found to be wrong. He did have a cat scan of his head in the ER and one radiologist said he might have some issues with the veins in his head..so..They went ahead and consulted a neurologist to take a look at the results and assess Elias, and decide whether he needs an MRI or not. He is on IV antibiotics now for the ear infections and any other infections he may have. We were just told we have to be here at least another day to wait on the results of the blood cultures and to continue to try and figure out the reasons for Elias' bulging fontanel..
PRAYER REQUESTS:
-that the neuro doc doesn't see anything significant and Elias wont have to get an MRI (he will have to be sedated for this)
-that Elias gets some sleep...He did not sleep well last night and he obviously is not taking any of his naps well either.
-for patients and strength for Mathew and Me. Anyone who has had a child in a hospital can relate, it is THE SINGLE MOST HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO GO THROUGH! (being a nurse doesn't water it down either). Every time he has to get a blood draw, or be held down, or whatever, my heart hurts so bad. My soul seriously aches..
-and last request, that we are able to leave and go home tomorrow.
Thank you all for praying for us. We know God is THE Great Physician and its not a coincidence that all the tests are coming back ok, God is working! More updates to come...

Easter!

Easter was a fun filled day! Church, lunch, pictures, naps, and Elias playing with some new toys! It was fun! Can't wait till next year when Elias will be able to hunt some eggs, yay!

Disney World!

Disney World! Here are a few pics to give you an idea on how Disney was. We had SO MUCH fun with Elias and can't wait to go when he is a little older and can enjoy all the fun festivities that Disney has! Even though he only slept about 45minutes the entire day, he was such a good baby! He went on pirates of the Caribbean, Its a small world, The Haunted House (which I covered his head almost the entire time so he wouldn't see the ghosts!), and saw lots of the shows. He was so observant and couldn't stop watching EVERYTHING that was going on! (which is why he wouldn't take a nap =) We can't wait to go again, it gives Disney an entirely different meaning when you have a kid! And I'm sure it will be even more fun when he's around 2 or 3! Can't wait!

My joy!

Can I just say, the absolute best feeling IN THE WORLD is going in my son's room in the morning and seeing his little face light up when I go to get him out of his crib. I have never seen a more beautiful smile in my life. Words can't describe how much I love being a mother. And not just being a mother, but being Elias' mother! He is my joy! And, let me not leave out my husband...What a good father he is! He is so good with Elias and makes him laugh like NO ONE else can make him laugh...Its so adorable, Elias truly loves his daddy.

sounding more like Jesus...

I am completely floored by the way people talk to each other. Especially, those who claim Jesus as their Lord. Don't get me wrong, I am by far not perfect in any way, shape, or form. Its those who DON'T realize it, that make me not only angry, but sad... I will hand it over to my husband now...
(Mathew) Jennifer and I have been talking about this for sometime. We listen to people in so many different settings that just "sound" nasty towards each other. I don't know if some of this is from the two years I spent in customer service at Geico, but I do know that it is so important that we learn to listen to ourselves when we talk. I am not just talking about the things we say, but the way in which we say them. There is always a better way to say something without sounding nasty. I know that as you are reading this you are thinking of those instances, as I am myself.... A good example is asking someone to move..."Move your feet" said with a negative tone it sounds bad. However, if you change your tone and you say "Please move your feet" the simple please and a calm tone can change that entire statement. It is more than just words. Not to get on the wrong soap box, but where has "please" and "Thank you's" gone? I just ask that the next time we catch ourselves in a conversation with a spouse, parent, sibling, child, friend, boss, or whoever, lets think about the WAY we sound. Whether the conversation is an argument or just a simple conversation, we should take this as a lesson in humility and patience. WE are not the most important, and our agenda IS NOT the most important, Christ is the most important!! And yes, as Jennifer just said, I am sounding "preachy" on purpose because I want you to "hear" my passion and understand my point. -Forever His, Mathew